Sunday, October 5, 2014

Life around here.

So I posted on Facebook the other day that I had a post for every day in September and October. Practically everyday for November too.

Honestly I am making myself sick, like literally sick, trying to get them done. I'm stressed because I have so many things I want to do and share. The posts are up in drafts and ready for me to make these DIY's or finish editing pictures, but I just don't have enough time in the day (with a toddler & a full time job). AND a lot of running my boyfriend and his son around, since he doesn't have a car.

I really do stress myself out because they are posts that actually have a timeline, then I skip one or miss one and I start thinking 'damn it, that should have been done yesterday!' But instead I decided to take a nap or I have to drive from here to there or cook dinner or go to work or yeah, you get the point.. So the DIY never got finished, or EVEN started. 

I am trying to find a balance between doing it all, and trying to manage it.

AND I'm starting to question is it even worth it?

I think there are about 2 people that actually read the blog. And even when I join a party, or anything like that, I'm still only showing about 20 people viewing the page but yet still I don't know how true that is... Because no one leaves comments. I'm actually okay with that part. For some reason I still feel like I have to have these posts up or no one will ever see them. 

I'm just venting & blabbing about everything in a jumble again.. I'm at work right now, working from 3pm- 11pm then again at 7am-3pm. It's going to be a long night.

Does anyone or has anyone ever felt like this? What did you do? 
If you have a full time job, and a toddler and still manage to blog every day... What do you do to manage it all??!!

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